You were once the most beautiful thing I knew then your beauty aged and I opened my eyes to your true self. You were once so kind then you placed your problems on my shoulders for me to bear. You were once all for me then you got tired of one form so you went … Continue reading What Was Once
The dissociation of you and your habitual tendencies assists in eluding my mind from negativity. Your obsessive behavioral patterns would extract all life and spirit from anything you were close to. Now, there is nothing to suppress me from conquering the inner demons you brought upon me.
Come and let me escape my flaws through you then drown me in your sick reality. Latch onto me and drain me of all that I have. The way you care for me leaves my soul feeling incomplete and misused. You lead me to the light then watch as I trip and topple into your … Continue reading Abyss
As the crop waits to ripen for harvest, my heart waits for you. In the cold of winter when you wilt from lack of strength, it is me you long for. The green growth is inseparably bound to the the dark roots as I am to you. Among all of the toxic pesticides, there you … Continue reading The Cold
As one would awake from a deep sleep--dazed and confused, my mind tends to wander with no apparent destination like one who has been revived. It wanders in search of affirmation and explanation as to why I am misunderstood. The metamorphosis that has taken place in my life goes unnoticed. With all that is heavy … Continue reading Metamorphosis
Emboss and embroider me with your egotistical tendencies. Taste my abundance of love that envelops your flesh and allow it to clog your mind. Choke on this intuition and lament for all you have done.
I am no longer in your grasp for you to claim that you love me. I no longer have to conform to your behavior and destructive mannerisms. I am no longer a possession of yours to be used then tossed out. Your hysterical mind has always tried to dominate situations. Control is all you know. Our … Continue reading You Hurt
Night nears and my breathing slows. With the darkness comes isolation. Desolate feelings fall upon me. The kindred spirits who accompany me during the day vanish. Bleak lands creep into my dreams. I awake feeling deprived. You have denied me love. You have left me denude of all feelings. The night which was once meant … Continue reading The Dawn of Night
My mind is yearning for a reason to see the good in you--to forgive you. I am the one facing the repercussions of your love. You are toxic and have continued to degrade me even after losing me. You lost me. I did not push you away. Not once. Your heart is not pure, yet mine … Continue reading Separation
The worst part about losing you is how my heart is now annihilated and I have no one who understands what I am feeling. You were a part of me. You were my person and now I feel so alone. No matter the circumstances, you were always there to talk if I needed you. I … Continue reading Stage Two