From you, she drew it all. She took a deep breath and drew you into herself. From you, she was able to be all she envisioned From you, she grew. When she could not make the climb, it was you she clung to. She held onto you for her life. Then you let her down. … Continue reading You were not the end.
Am I a woman if I care for you? If I cater to your every need and bow down to you--worshiping you. If I instead chose to align you into the proper position of power does that make me a woman? If I stand up for myself and know how to refrain from your control … Continue reading What Makes Me
Accelerate so you can ruin everything faster. Slowly point and aim so you will not miss. Allow me to serve as your target guiding you towards what you need to pierce. Perforate me with your words. The same words that bound us in lies, allow them to disclose the truth. Embrace the feeling of death. … Continue reading Let me be your target.
The dissociation of you and your habitual tendencies assists in eluding my mind from negativity. Your obsessive behavioral patterns would extract all life and spirit from anything you were close to. Now, there is nothing to suppress me from conquering the inner demons you brought upon me.
I sit and wonder how I could be so oblivious to some things. I am oblivious out of love. If I feel some way for you, it will not be shaken so easily. For me to actually, finally realize that something is unhealthy and it is time to let it go takes so much from … Continue reading I am enough.
As the crop waits to ripen for harvest, my heart waits for you. In the cold of winter when you wilt from lack of strength, it is me you long for. The green growth is inseparably bound to the the dark roots as I am to you. Among all of the toxic pesticides, there you … Continue reading The Cold
As one would awake from a deep sleep--dazed and confused, my mind tends to wander with no apparent destination like one who has been revived. It wanders in search of affirmation and explanation as to why I am misunderstood. The metamorphosis that has taken place in my life goes unnoticed. With all that is heavy … Continue reading Metamorphosis
Tell me tempting lies and make deceptiveness look appealing. Allow your inglorious lifestyle to embark you on a journey of shame. Break me down and then instill skittish tendencies. Mourn for all you have done and succumb to the remorse you should feel. But after you are done breaking me down, reconstruct me. With a vain … Continue reading Parting Company
Emboss and embroider me with your egotistical tendencies. Taste my abundance of love that envelops your flesh and allow it to clog your mind. Choke on this intuition and lament for all you have done.
I am no longer in your grasp for you to claim that you love me. I no longer have to conform to your behavior and destructive mannerisms. I am no longer a possession of yours to be used then tossed out. Your hysterical mind has always tried to dominate situations. Control is all you know. Our … Continue reading You Hurt