My mind is yearning for a reason to see the good in you--to forgive you. I am the one facing the repercussions of your love. You are toxic and have continued to degrade me even after losing me. You lost me. I did not push you away. Not once. Your heart is not pure, yet mine … Continue reading Separation
The worst part about losing you is how my heart is now annihilated and I have no one who understands what I am feeling. You were a part of me. You were my person and now I feel so alone. No matter the circumstances, you were always there to talk if I needed you. I … Continue reading Stage Two
No matter how devoted and faithful I was, that was never enough for you. The pain of this does not even derive from your absence. This pain has occurred from the humiliation and destruction of my dignity that you have caused. You are the source of this. You had someone who was yours in front … Continue reading Build me up just to break me down.
I am not perfect, but I do know my worth. I know that I, along with any other woman, deserves respect from a man. I am also aware of the fact that some people do not deserve second chances. My heart is so forgiving, but that is not a flaw of mine. I see the … Continue reading Un-break Me
"Oh you're just overthinking." "Stop worrying for no reason." "Why does that bother you?" Having anxiety is not a choice. You do not get to choose when the transition to panic mode will be made--causing you to feel as if you are being hunted down and singled out. You can not wake up and turn off the anxiety switch for the day. … Continue reading Living with Anxiety
If you are one who has never reached the point of insanity where you begin to perceive things in the opposite way that they are actually occurring, and has not yet had to accept the reality of how your repetitive decisions only hurt you, I applaud you. Knowingly craving something that only puts you down and changes … Continue reading Giving up an Addiction to Love