Am I a woman if I care for you? If I cater to your every need and bow down to you--worshiping you. If I instead chose to align you into the proper position of power does that make me a woman? If I stand up for myself and know how to refrain from your control … Continue reading What Makes Me
As the crop waits to ripen for harvest, my heart waits for you. In the cold of winter when you wilt from lack of strength, it is me you long for. The green growth is inseparably bound to the the dark roots as I am to you. Among all of the toxic pesticides, there you … Continue reading The Cold
No matter how devoted and faithful I was, that was never enough for you. The pain of this does not even derive from your absence. This pain has occurred from the humiliation and destruction of my dignity that you have caused. You are the source of this. You had someone who was yours in front … Continue reading Build me up just to break me down.
You have changed so much. I pray that you will become a better person. Better to your standards. But in order for any change to be made, you first have to realize that there is an underlying problem within you. That problem has always been there. You dismiss it and label it as something other than what … Continue reading Gone
"Oh you're just overthinking." "Stop worrying for no reason." "Why does that bother you?" Having anxiety is not a choice. You do not get to choose when the transition to panic mode will be made--causing you to feel as if you are being hunted down and singled out. You can not wake up and turn off the anxiety switch for the day. … Continue reading Living with Anxiety