Like a glass that is half empty, half full, so is the heart that lies within. The malnourished heart and soul that lacks so much continues to draw from others for energy and love. The broken soul that continues to dip into other sources to compensate for all it never received only breaks more. The … Continue reading Fill Me
Accelerate so you can ruin everything faster. Slowly point and aim so you will not miss. Allow me to serve as your target guiding you towards what you need to pierce. Perforate me with your words. The same words that bound us in lies, allow them to disclose the truth. Embrace the feeling of death. … Continue reading Let me be your target.
You were once the most beautiful thing I knew then your beauty aged and I opened my eyes to your true self. You were once so kind then you placed your problems on my shoulders for me to bear. You were once all for me then you got tired of one form so you went … Continue reading What Was Once
Come and let me escape my flaws through you then drown me in your sick reality. Latch onto me and drain me of all that I have. The way you care for me leaves my soul feeling incomplete and misused. You lead me to the light then watch as I trip and topple into your … Continue reading Abyss
As the crop waits to ripen for harvest, my heart waits for you. In the cold of winter when you wilt from lack of strength, it is me you long for. The green growth is inseparably bound to the the dark roots as I am to you. Among all of the toxic pesticides, there you … Continue reading The Cold
Tell me tempting lies and make deceptiveness look appealing. Allow your inglorious lifestyle to embark you on a journey of shame. Break me down and then instill skittish tendencies. Mourn for all you have done and succumb to the remorse you should feel. But after you are done breaking me down, reconstruct me. With a vain … Continue reading Parting Company
My insecurities are longing to be caressed by your demonic touch--to feel your evil pleasure. Your condemned spirit brings my soul joy. Your darkest places allot for a search to find pure love.
I am mad at God. I am mad at God when it is my own fault. I am the only one to blame for my anger. I know these things, yet I am still mad. Knowingly ignoring signs He sent me due to my ignorant mind believing everything was going to work out as it … Continue reading Implicit Anger
My mind is yearning for a reason to see the good in you--to forgive you. I am the one facing the repercussions of your love. You are toxic and have continued to degrade me even after losing me. You lost me. I did not push you away. Not once. Your heart is not pure, yet mine … Continue reading Separation
The worst part about losing you is how my heart is now annihilated and I have no one who understands what I am feeling. You were a part of me. You were my person and now I feel so alone. No matter the circumstances, you were always there to talk if I needed you. I … Continue reading Stage Two