To be sucked in and have your mind captured by darkness is to face the end of your world. Seeing the world change from what you have become so accustomed to, to the world you trick and misuse and are no longer able to control. The lights have been shut off. You are left in the dark … Continue reading Room
From you, she drew it all. She took a deep breath and drew you into herself. From you, she was able to be all she envisioned From you, she grew. When she could not make the climb, it was you she clung to. She held onto you for her life. Then you let her down. … Continue reading You were not the end.
Am I a woman if I care for you? If I cater to your every need and bow down to you--worshiping you. If I instead chose to align you into the proper position of power does that make me a woman? If I stand up for myself and know how to refrain from your control … Continue reading What Makes Me
Emotional abuse is often overlooked because it shows no damaging outward signs. No one on the outside can see how it is actually affecting your mind and everyday life. If you have not been in this position, you have no clear idea of how it hurts and damages you. No one chooses to go through … Continue reading Abuse
Depression is not a choice. One does not wake up and decide to no longer be depressed. One who is depressed often wakes up and feels as if they have nothing to live for--feels as if there is nothing that will excite them or make them happy. All of the things in their life that … Continue reading For those who understand.
The dissociation of you and your habitual tendencies assists in eluding my mind from negativity. Your obsessive behavioral patterns would extract all life and spirit from anything you were close to. Now, there is nothing to suppress me from conquering the inner demons you brought upon me.
I sit and wonder how I could be so oblivious to some things. I am oblivious out of love. If I feel some way for you, it will not be shaken so easily. For me to actually, finally realize that something is unhealthy and it is time to let it go takes so much from … Continue reading I am enough.
As the crop waits to ripen for harvest, my heart waits for you. In the cold of winter when you wilt from lack of strength, it is me you long for. The green growth is inseparably bound to the the dark roots as I am to you. Among all of the toxic pesticides, there you … Continue reading The Cold
As one would awake from a deep sleep--dazed and confused, my mind tends to wander with no apparent destination like one who has been revived. It wanders in search of affirmation and explanation as to why I am misunderstood. The metamorphosis that has taken place in my life goes unnoticed. With all that is heavy … Continue reading Metamorphosis
Emboss and embroider me with your egotistical tendencies. Taste my abundance of love that envelops your flesh and allow it to clog your mind. Choke on this intuition and lament for all you have done.