Deity of the night, of mine.

you, the deity i worship. you being the biggest mistake. the one i bowed down and shed my tears to. i worshiped you like the wolf the moon and woke up praying like the tree does to the sun. blessing it for the existence of life. night and dawn conjoined. the state of mind i was left in … Continue reading Deity of the night, of mine.



    You        kissing me right before banging your head on the wall while screaming redrum, redrum, redrum. That is the way I wish to leave        through destruction and chaos. You run down Beale street naked and end up visiting a voodoo fairy with a beer in your hand and nachos on your face. Or … Continue reading Redrum

Rewiring a Heart Drawing

on my mind        the constant feeling of you you enjoyed drifting far out of your mind i stayed here lonely while you drifted far hunched over the toilet to let tears fall using the silence to scream in my head tearing myself apart         like you left me   … Continue reading Rewiring a Heart Drawing

Fill Me

Like a glass that is half empty, half full, so is the heart that lies within. The malnourished heart and soul that lacks so much continues to draw from others for energy and love. The broken soul that continues to dip into other sources to compensate for all it never received only breaks more. The … Continue reading Fill Me

Let me be your target.

Accelerate so you can ruin everything faster. Slowly point and aim so you will not miss. Allow me to serve as your target guiding you towards what you need to pierce. Perforate me with your words. The same words that bound us in lies, allow them to disclose the truth. Embrace the feeling of death. … Continue reading Let me be your target.


Emotional abuse is often overlooked because it shows no damaging outward signs. No one on the outside can see how it is actually affecting your mind and everyday life. If you have not been in this position, you have no clear idea of how it hurts and damages you. No one chooses to go through … Continue reading Abuse