you, the deity i worship bowing like a schoolgirl at alter worshiping like the wolf the moon eyes peeling body to body insight clasped hands holding incentive. praying like tree to sun gratitude from night and dawn conjoined. you, my deity of the night days longer from shorter nights the deity of the night, of mine. my … Continue reading Deity of the night, of mine.
You kissing me right before banging your head on the wall while screaming red rum, red rum, red rum. That is the way I wish to leave through destruction chaos. You always run down Beale street naked end up visiting a voodoo fairy a beer in your hand nachos on … Continue reading The Shining in Memphis
on my mind the constant feeling of you you enjoyed drifting far I stayed here lonely in the bathroom hunched over the toilet to let tears fall using the water drips from the sink as peace while I scream in my head 100 and 44 … Continue reading Rewiring a Heart Drawing
Like a glass that is half empty, half full, so is the heart that lies within. The malnourished heart and soul that lacks so much continues to draw from others for energy and love. The broken soul that continues to dip into other sources to compensate for all it never received only breaks more. The … Continue reading Fill Me
From you, she drew it all. She took a deep breath and drew you into herself. From you, she was able to be all she envisioned From you, she grew. When she could not make the climb, it was you she clung to. She held onto you for her life. Then you let her down. … Continue reading You were not the end.
Am I a woman if I care for you? If I cater to your every need and bow down to you--worshiping you. If I instead chose to align you into the proper position of power does that make me a woman? If I stand up for myself and know how to refrain from your control … Continue reading What Makes Me
Accelerate so you can ruin everything faster. Slowly point and aim so you will not miss. Allow me to serve as your target guiding you towards what you need to pierce. Perforate me with your words. The same words that bound us in lies, allow them to disclose the truth. Embrace the feeling of death. … Continue reading Let me be your target.
I sit and wonder how I could be so oblivious to some things. I am oblivious out of love. If I feel some way for you, it will not be shaken so easily. For me to actually, finally realize that something is unhealthy and it is time to let it go takes so much from … Continue reading I am enough.
Like clockwork, you come back. The hands turn and right when the peak of the hour is about to be reached, I fall again. Just as I am reaching the end, I am drawn back to. With haste, I am ready to allow you to be my hands--the hands that guide my direction and control … Continue reading Clockwork
Come and let me escape my flaws through you then drown me in your sick reality. Latch onto me and drain me of all that I have. The way you care for me leaves my soul feeling incomplete and misused. You lead me to the light then watch as I trip and topple into your … Continue reading Abyss