Deity of the night, of mine.

you, the deity i worship bowing like a schoolgirl at alter worshiping like the wolf the moon eyes peeling body to body insight clasped hands holding incentive. praying like tree to sun gratitude from night and dawn conjoined. you, my deity of the night days longer from shorter nights the deity of the night, of mine. my … Continue reading Deity of the night, of mine.


The Shining in Memphis

    You        kissing me    right before banging your head           on the wall while screaming   red rum, red rum, red rum. That is the way I wish to leave        through destruction chaos. You always run down Beale street      naked               end up visiting a voodoo fairy a beer in your hand     nachos on … Continue reading The Shining in Memphis

Rewiring a Heart Drawing

on my mind     the constant feeling of you you enjoyed drifting far I stayed here                lonely              in the bathroom   hunched over the toilet           to let tears fall using the water drips from the sink as peace while I scream in my head   100 and 44 … Continue reading Rewiring a Heart Drawing

Fill Me

Like a glass that is half empty, half full, so is the heart that lies within. The malnourished heart and soul that lacks so much continues to draw from others for energy and love. The broken soul that continues to dip into other sources to compensate for all it never received only breaks more. The … Continue reading Fill Me

Let me be your target.

Accelerate so you can ruin everything faster. Slowly point and aim so you will not miss. Allow me to serve as your target guiding you towards what you need to pierce. Perforate me with your words. The same words that bound us in lies, allow them to disclose the truth. Embrace the feeling of death. … Continue reading Let me be your target.