Rewiring a Heart Drawing

on my mind     the constant feeling of you

you enjoyed drifting far

I stayed here                lonely              in the bathroom


hunched over the toilet           to let tears fall

using the water drips from the sink as peace while I

scream in my head


100 and 44 days later

the lingering draw to comfort the patterns       thought routes

that killed the entire worlds                 and landed me in the bathroom floor


from 4 weeks              to 6 months           to half a year

the brain must be rerouted           to end the cycle

of nights spent on cold            tile


until then         I rest on the bathroom floor

here       in the place where the toilet holds tears


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