Rewiring a Heart Drawing

on my mind        the constant feeling of you

you enjoyed drifting far out of your mind

i stayed here lonely while you drifted far

hunched over the toilet to let tears fall

using the silence to scream in my head

tearing myself apart         like you left me

 

100 and 44 days later

the lingering draw to comfort the dead

the dead who killed the entire worlds

 

from 4 weeks to 6 months to half a year

the brain must be rerouted to begin

unity with your soul and heart will come

 

come into yourself through me         and rest here

here         in the place where the toilet holds tears

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