Deity of the night, of mine.

you, the deity i worship. you being the biggest mistake. the one i bowed down and shed my tears to. i worshiped you like the wolf the moon and woke up praying like the tree does to the sun. blessing it for the existence of life. night and dawn conjoined. the state of mind i was left in … Continue reading Deity of the night, of mine.



    You        kissing me right before banging your head on the wall while screaming redrum, redrum, redrum. That is the way I wish to leave        through destruction and chaos. You run down Beale street naked and end up visiting a voodoo fairy with a beer in your hand and nachos on your face. Or … Continue reading Redrum

Rewiring a Heart Drawing

on my mind        the constant feeling of you you enjoyed drifting far out of your mind i stayed here lonely while you drifted far hunched over the toilet to let tears fall using the silence to scream in my head tearing myself apart         like you left me   … Continue reading Rewiring a Heart Drawing

Femme Fatale

____________________________________________________________________________________ While you sleep, dreaming of rum lollipops and Bacardi candy canes, I lie awake thinking of what is under the bed. What is under the bed would awaken you in agony and cause you to cry out. Then again, there may not be time to cry out. Death can come quick for those who … Continue reading Femme Fatale

Dissolving into Nothingness

You are mostly nothing. Mostly a space complied of things and thoughts others have left behind. You deviate from your old known self and morph into a goddess of the mind. A goddess of the mind who is still compiled of mostly nothing. Nothing other than the unbidden qualities her previous intruders left. You dream … Continue reading Dissolving into Nothingness

[The “They” of Society]

Lace your corset tight. Color your lips, line your eyes, and burn your hair. Now you are pretty. Fake it until you make it they say. It is only faking it that makes you forget who you really are. Plaster your face white and drown yourself in the aroma of roses. Respond with your looks, … Continue reading [The “They” of Society]

Fill Me

Like a glass that is half empty, half full, so is the heart that lies within. The malnourished heart and soul that lacks so much continues to draw from others for energy and love. The broken soul that continues to dip into other sources to compensate for all it never received only breaks more. The … Continue reading Fill Me